i imagine the way i am feeling is similar to the way a person injures their knee in their 20s and every time it rains, or they bend down the wrong way or get out the bed in a hurry that same hurt feeling comes back again. and when someone who doesn’t know asks me why i am limping, i tell them of the stupid or heroic or normal thing i was doing back when i was 20 that has affected me my entire life.
i asked God this morning, when will i stop loving him…He said never.
i asked God this morning, when will this stop hurting….He said maybe never.
i have been so focused on change and growing. this morning i remembered that some things…love…never change. once love is imprinted onto your life, there is nothing that removes that stain.
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